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look at this fr:

things to do:

cut
kill yoself
dai :3

OKAY SO LIKE JOURNAL IG??????????

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MY DAY IS SO HSITTTT...... i have 0 appitie and im super paranoid that all my irls r finding better ppl to be with. like i wish i was more intresing and social bcus i always tend to distance myslef from others AND it rlly sucks. On a good note new valorant agent fade is out and LIKE im so exited to try her, her kit looks rlly fun + shes middle eastren kek

290422 relapsing into my ed and im cuttign a bit I AM NOT WELL

hiiguys currently 9 30 and i am playing league....... my mind is very blank atm i need more firends oml

hi got trough champ select AND SOMEONE FUKICNG PICKED??? NEEKO?? LITALRRY WHOO WHY V___V

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hii listing to muse i think theyr great. im becoming rlly bored of my life i need hobbies

i need to kill myslef i look horrendous like srry but IM SO UGLY. i genuenly think that if anyone else looked like me they would have killed themsleves by now

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eid mubarak (to myslef lol) uhm hi blog my troath is in pain i think i have tonsitills (however u spell that)

also thinking abt telling irls the fact taht i cut but like i honestly dont want pity nor do i want people telling me to recover. i just feel like recovry isnt somethign i can achive rn,, also been listing to alot of muse rn fuckckc i love their music. nothing will ever top what muse had sory

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went to the doc todya and i hsd to take a bloodtest.. since i was like terrified my doc litarlly gave me a needle to take home?? lke is thta even allowed. idk idc i think its pretty cool.

i feel SOSOSO OUTOFF PLACE in school like its acutally crazy. i am a werid Nd offputting neocities user ohmy god kms. had a convo with my teacher too since he was concerned abt me which is like nice ig,, he said tha ive gotten a lot skinnier It makes me kind of happy knowing i didnt starve myself just for me to not get results.

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h i having so much fun listing to swaggto and doing my school work (procasinating) goddd i am doing so bad school wise i hate this sht i would drop out if i could

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HE needs to respond or i Die, im so lonlry latey i feel like i lost touch with All my online friends and like :( yass No but rlly i miss them all snd and and fuck i need somone rn

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inlove my on friend she is so sweet i appriacte her deeply yghjjjk can my mom not just CAN SHE NOT. how can she tell me im neglecting her when she has never even taken the time to teach me how to take care of somoen. like how can she say thag when she doesnt communicate with me in the slightest She nevrr tells me how she feels or what she wants me to do And Then she gets mad whyy

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LONLINESS NEVER HIT THIS HARDD :SOB